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here i am sitting in my old room listening to some nice music n surfing the web for some patio furniture for the balcony. isnt it weird how certain songs can just have such an impact on a certain time in your life? i forgot exactly the name of the song was but i belive it's called "breath". woooooo caught me off guard. used to juse lye in bed and listen to that song off of my laptop for hours when i was debating on making the big move to san antonio. makes me think of my life now and how i havent written a nice entry on dallas and the baby =)
so!
living together for over a year has been interesting. even though we've had some rough times hey we're still together, proving alot of people wrong. and not only that but we have such an adorable little 9 month old who's just full of happiness. not to mention he's turned into a big ball of energy by following me wherever i go by crawling. he's even got good manners in public! :O no matter how frustrated i get by staying home i think of how i dont trust anyone else but us to watch joseph. so i cool off and *poof* he's a little angel in my eyes again! thank God we were blessed with such a awesome kid.
as for dallas. he kept his word and left the air force. i just couldnt stand the military life before/after i met dallas. didnt like he was treated and now he's out making the money/respect he deserves. things are going into play. now he can relax when he gets home instead of worrying about bills and tensing up around me. there are still things about him to this day that i still dont understand but im workin on 'em. ill admit the relationship has changed alot. dont know if it is for the good or bad. i'm more in conrol of my emotions so i can start making the right decisions on what we should do together as a family instead of whatever i want.
with joseph already about to reach his 1 year im going to start looking into registering for school in the spring so i can become a kindergarden teacher! yes completely off from wanting to be a website designer but hey people can change. =)
as for buddies... they all went bye bye too. the people i moved to sa for are all "grown" up n doin their own thing. no one calls me up to play ddr or hang anymore =.( i havent played ddr since dec. 2004? so that just means i have to get joseph walking asap so i can have a ddr buddy to play with! ddrsa.net has finally been put to rest peacefully. kinda rediculous but that chapter in our life has been closed in a way.
i so seriously need to loose all this freakin baby weight. never had to loose weight in my life before so i dont know how to go about it really. lol guess i need someone to tell me what to do exactly cuz i dont have the willpower to change my eating habbits period. it'd be nice if we had a treadmill in the apt but i'd prolly just fall through the floor onto the 1st floor. i cant make the time to go to our apt gym even though it's 24/7. i must keep an eye on the baby from 9:30am-12:30am. i usually just have an hour of alone time from 12:30-1:30am till i have to get rest for another day of being mommy. now that i think of it i need to get dallas back to workin out as well. he's the one with bad cholestrol that he tried to keep secret. silly military papers tell all! so anyone have any suggestion on how to even begin the whole weight lose thing? maybe then ill start going out more.
ugh too much txt. g'night LJ.
so!
living together for over a year has been interesting. even though we've had some rough times hey we're still together, proving alot of people wrong. and not only that but we have such an adorable little 9 month old who's just full of happiness. not to mention he's turned into a big ball of energy by following me wherever i go by crawling. he's even got good manners in public! :O no matter how frustrated i get by staying home i think of how i dont trust anyone else but us to watch joseph. so i cool off and *poof* he's a little angel in my eyes again! thank God we were blessed with such a awesome kid.
as for dallas. he kept his word and left the air force. i just couldnt stand the military life before/after i met dallas. didnt like he was treated and now he's out making the money/respect he deserves. things are going into play. now he can relax when he gets home instead of worrying about bills and tensing up around me. there are still things about him to this day that i still dont understand but im workin on 'em. ill admit the relationship has changed alot. dont know if it is for the good or bad. i'm more in conrol of my emotions so i can start making the right decisions on what we should do together as a family instead of whatever i want.
with joseph already about to reach his 1 year im going to start looking into registering for school in the spring so i can become a kindergarden teacher! yes completely off from wanting to be a website designer but hey people can change. =)
as for buddies... they all went bye bye too. the people i moved to sa for are all "grown" up n doin their own thing. no one calls me up to play ddr or hang anymore =.( i havent played ddr since dec. 2004? so that just means i have to get joseph walking asap so i can have a ddr buddy to play with! ddrsa.net has finally been put to rest peacefully. kinda rediculous but that chapter in our life has been closed in a way.
i so seriously need to loose all this freakin baby weight. never had to loose weight in my life before so i dont know how to go about it really. lol guess i need someone to tell me what to do exactly cuz i dont have the willpower to change my eating habbits period. it'd be nice if we had a treadmill in the apt but i'd prolly just fall through the floor onto the 1st floor. i cant make the time to go to our apt gym even though it's 24/7. i must keep an eye on the baby from 9:30am-12:30am. i usually just have an hour of alone time from 12:30-1:30am till i have to get rest for another day of being mommy. now that i think of it i need to get dallas back to workin out as well. he's the one with bad cholestrol that he tried to keep secret. silly military papers tell all! so anyone have any suggestion on how to even begin the whole weight lose thing? maybe then ill start going out more.
ugh too much txt. g'night LJ.
curious
I love you guys! I'm so glad you're doing well. :) I need you two for me and Rinny, and our baby! :)
i'm about to hop in the shower, but let me tell you about my co-worker's wife. She recently had a baby.... like 5 months ago or so, and she needed to lose weight. Believe it or not, she went on the Atkins diet and worked out to lose 65 pounds. She's down to her high school weight, and she's 28. I'm not a fan of the diet, but it worked for her. Oh yeah, and I know here they have prenatal/postnatal workout classes. Maybe you can find someplace that does that same. :)